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The Conditioning of Celibacy of Women of Faith (Premium Video)
How women of faith were conditioned into celibacy, not as an empowered choice, but as a default expectation, and what happens when that no longer aligns as you get older?

This past Wednesday, I answered this question during Q&A, “My Faith Says No, but My Body Says Yes. How Do I Honor My Faith While Longing for Sex and Intimacy at 38 with No Suitor in Sight”?
I receive so many questions surrounding the struggles of celibacy for single women of faith that I realized it was time to do a deep dive on celibacy and the conditioning of it for those same women of faith.
This question echoed what so many women have silently wrestled with…the deep craving for intimacy, the desire for touch, and the internal conflict between honoring your faith and honoring your body.
It made me pause and reflect on how many of us have been taught to suppress our desires without ever being taught how to understand them.
That’s when I knew… we need to talk about the conditioning, not just the choice.
✝️ Framing the Video: The Conditioning of Celibacy for Women of Faith

Deep Dive Video on The Conditioning of Celibacy
👄 Main Discussion Points
1️⃣ Celibacy as a Conditioned Response, Not a Conscious Decision
Many women didn’t choose celibacy; they accepted it as a rule of faith without question.
“If you desire sex, suppress it. If a man wants you sexually, reject him. If you want intimacy, ignore it."
But is this truly serving you? (Watch the video below).
2️⃣ Is Desire a Part of Your Design
Women are made to feel guilty for wanting what was naturally built into them.
If this is natural, why do so many feel shame when/if they acknowledge it? (Watch the video below).
3️⃣ The Fear of Male Attraction: Is “He Only Wants Sex” a Myth?
Many women shut men down at the first sign of sexual attraction because they were taught: “If he mentions sex, he’s only after one thing.”
But attraction and genuine love are not mutually exclusive.
What if his attraction to you is a recognition of your beauty, essence, and energy? (Watch the video below).
4️⃣ The Reality Check: Is Celibacy Still Serving You?
Faith evolves as we evolve. Does your faith reflect your truth? Does “your truth” really matter?
Does your current approach to celibacy align with your needs, your faith, and your well-being? (Watch the video below).
✔️ What do you REALLY want?
✔️ Can you own your desires without shame; or is shame necessary to keep you on track?
✔️ What is safe intimacy…or is that even a thing?
📺 Watch the Video: 30-Min Deep Dive
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👑 Ready to Go Deeper?
📖 Grab my book: 9 Things Women Should Ask a Man Before Giving Him Sex
If you were conditioned to believe that celibacy is your only form of protection, this book is your wake-up call.
It's not just about saying no…it's about knowing why, when, and who is even worthy of if you say yes.
This book helps you move from blind withholding to wise, empowered choosing; so you no longer sacrifice your desires out of fear, shame, or religious guilt.
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🔥 Questions Answered in the Video
How do you honor faith and your desires? Can you?
How do you create a love life that aligns with your spirit, your body, and your truth?
Let me know where you are in your journey.
Have you ever struggled with this tension between faith and desire? Hit reply. I’d love to hear from you.
Always Much Love,
Octavia E. Vance (OEV) 💋
Your Favorite Sexologist and Navigator of Love, Leisure & Pleasure

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